Okkkkk….sooooo lately I’ve been allowing the UNIVERSE to make decisions for me. I know this may sound a little crazy. or “unreliable” to those of you who may only believe in themselves, without giving gratitude or even acknowledging…that there is a super higher power above and around us… that pulls and tugs on our every move! (*whew…I know that was a gigantic runnnnnn on sentence…but that’s how I talk…duhhhh)
Focus Jenn…focus! Okkkkk… like I was trying to explain…I suffer (yes…at times it feels like suffering) from acute OCD…. it’s annoying and the smallest errands give me anxiety, because I constantly overthink EVERYTHING! You would think that picking out fresh flowers would bring me joy, and peace …well at first it does…but then I start seeing so many wonderful bouquets, and that’s where I began to fall apart. Making a decision is insane!
To overcome this tragic habit… I have begun to rely on the energy from the UNIVERSE to help guide me. Today as I reached for a bouquet…my hand began to quiver, and I couldn’t decide! I was standing in the floral department in HEINENS (*S/o to HEINENS …they have a great, healthy floral selection} for 8 mins ( I counted), people were gently pushing around me, quickly making their floral decisions. I took a deep breath, (a baby breath…he he he ) and then suddenly my hand floated over to the BABY’s BREATH!!!!
I’ve always adored this tiny, underrated flower. I would see them in rose bouquets, and often time used as FLOWER FILLERS…kinda like seat fillers at a concert or awards show. I also remember them lasting for an eternity, never wilting… staying as they are, trapped in time like POMPEII (*that’s a wild historical moment).Soooo the UNIVERSE whispered, “grab them”, and that’s what I did.
I’ve been studying the LAWS OF MAAT. The color “white" is symbolic for the MAAT prayers and rituals, so ‘maybe it’s a sign. BABY’S BREATH is so gentle looking, so innocent, so happy…almost like tiny mini clusters of clouds! I am enjoying this vibe, and I encourage you to put a lil RESPECT on the BABY’s BREATH! XOXO
